"I'm not spending no more time Wasted..."
Back in October, David and I got separated after 9 1/2 years of marriage. Some felt total and complete shock, but those who knew me best weren't so surprised. I haven't really written anything here in my journal because, frankly, HE can read it...that is unless I go private, which is what I intend to do. Not that I plan on spilling all the details, but hey, it's my journal and I want to feel as though I can write freely and openly. That is what these things are for, right?
So to those of you who have never been through a separation or a divorce, it's not easy. Never. Not from the moment you make the decision to the very last second. It's never, ever easy no matter how much turmoil is in your marriage, or if you just simply drift apart. Then there are the children...God doesn't it just rip my heart out to do this to my children! But, having weighed all the factors, I do believe I have made the best choice given the set of circumstances...each time.
So, please forgive me if I get really depressed, have a "terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day", or just don't feel like writing, reading, or commenting. I do love you all dearly, and thank God for the wonderful friendships forged through J-Land.
So...if you care to keep following along, if I don't bore you, if you are at all interested, send me a link so that I can include you as a "reader" because after this entry all will be private.
Love you all...
Ciao! De ;)
10 comments:
I'd like to keep in touch De...we all need to be able to offload sometimes. I am here to offer support if you need it.
Hugs
Jeanie xxx
De,
I've enjoyed your journal. I too am an RN, although I am currently not working. I've been thru divorce.. certainly not easy and doubly so when children are involved. My thoughts are with you. I hope I can continue to be a part of your journal.
well it's a no brainer that i want to be added!
have a good weekend
Lyn
include me when you go private (but you were already,right???????)
hugs to you!!!!!
betty
You know I still want to be a reader. I kinda figured it out before you mentioned anything remotely hinting to me. I'm sorry I was right.
Always here if you need me ::hugs::
~Lily
of course I want to be added, I am an RN too. Knew you were going through some tough times, kind of figured out what it was. Rootin for ya. Deb aka Fembotgrl
http://journals.aol.com/fembotgrl/haviland-bead-designs-blog/
If you add my name, how does it work that I can be included in your journal, I will no longer get alerts, so how would I access your page? Thanks Debbie
Oh De, please add me. And we will take you no matter how you feel
Julie
please include me when you go private:) praying for you
Deb
please add me to your list. I read every entry and my heart goes out to you. God Bless you and your family
Ann-Marie
De, my thoughts are with you. I know how stressful the situation must be. And, if you do go private, please consider adding me to your list... I would love to keep in touch with you! Veronica
journals.aol.com/vbonalesmd/emresident
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