Friday - And I'm Just a Little Bit Stressed

Well, wow...can't believe it's been a couple of months since I posted last.  Hannah was here hogging my computer, but that is really just an excuse.  I've really been stressed and been in my hermit/hibernation mode.

To make a long story short and to skip a lot of details, I've had to work a lot because of two reasons...(1) David isn't paying me support despite an Order to do so, and (2) my job cut our pay (I didn't realize that a recession had hit the health care industry).

The second issue is pretty complicated, but I haven't left because I keep thinking if I hang on then they will re-instate the pay, the bonuses, and give us a raise.  Also, if I get another job, I'd really just like to leave the state and move closer to my family.  Gotta do the legal legwork with the Court to do that one.  This sucks cause I sure don't want to be stuck 1100 miles from my family until Caleb is much older.  I hate being in this situation again!

The first issue is the most frustrating.  I never ever saw this blatant disregard and general insaneness in David when we were first married or dating.  If I had, I would have run for the hills.  I often ask myself how could I have been so blind?  I know David thinks if he bankrupts me I will come running back to him, but I have news for him...I'm ALREADY GONE!

Well, enough of my morose and self-pity...my sister Kathryn (who is my fav, right Kat?) is having a rough time right now.  Without going into detail, just keep her in mind today will ya?  Hope this cheers you up...

And how has everyone else been?  I need to catch up on your journals as well as the rest of my life, lol.

Ciao for now!

De ;)

Tags: Ironic, Already Gone, Baby Got Back